well here we are in monatana and well today i had a ... date of sorts. with jace. i think i can trust him again but im not sure seeing as my mind was kinda fuzzy when we were on our date. you see what happended was we were out getting pizza for the familly and wel we got side tracked. next thing i know wwere walking through a foresthe stops to  suddenly there was gun fire everywhere and we were running. hard and fast then everything went black the next thing i remember was him standing over me everything was blurry9i found out later that i was drugged with some powerful stuff) well he was talking to me but i didnt here anything and then we were kissing. and then there was nothing. and it might still be the drugs talking but i think in=m in love with him. anyway so my side hurts like no other. and i cant even move hardly. i cant even change its miserable. :P