ghost

what would you say if i told you i wasn't rteal? what if i told you that i was dead and i have been for a long time? cuz im pretty sure i am there is no way i could be alive right  now

well here we are in monatana and well today i had a ... date of sorts. with jace. i think i can trust him again but im not sure seeing as my mind was kinda fuzzy when we were on our date. you see what happended was we were out getting pizza for the familly and wel we got side tracked. next thing i know wwere walking through a foresthe stops to  suddenly there was gun fire everywhere and we were running. hard and fast then everything went black the next thing i remember was him standing over me everything was blurry9i found out later that i was drugged with some powerful stuff) well he was talking to me but i didnt here anything and then we were kissing. and then there was nothing. and it might still be the drugs talking but i think in=m in love with him. anyway so my side hurts like no other. and i cant even move hardly. i cant even change its miserable. :P

i hate school

school is dumb i hate it i hate the confined places and the strangers i hate it

finally

we finally made it safe at last we have even been inrolled into (unfortunatley) high school starting soon

moving

well for safety we (my family and((unfortunatly) jace) are moving to wyoming but i cant tell you where sorry

why?

that idiot killed both my brosand i finally got why.  he
he did it to save the rest i love  but i still dont think that i can forgive him he did manage to save cassidy and mirra which im glad for. but i miss my brothers so much.